Phoenix the Elder is a master dreamer, master teacher, traditional folk healer, seer, astrologer, mystic, wise counsel, teacher of the path of the 13 moons as a living practice, mol’farka, whisperer and wind whisperer (exorcist | dream huntress). A sacred artist, truth sayer and spiritual warrior whose journey began at birth and was completed in 2019 from the wrathful dismemberment initiations for four decades.
She was devout throughout her adult life to remain focused on her path of self-healing, rigid self-disciplines, the path of purity to purify real karmic initiations of painful purifications called the “wrathful dismemberment” that ancient shamans must survive. This left her continually sick (purifying karma), homelessness, a vow of poverty, pure openings of soul sickness that induces visions, out of bodies, remote viewing and the entry to shadow realms that dominated her existence, forcing her to learn her Slavic ancestors (Mol’Farka and Wind Whisperer) ways of protection in both waking and dreaming.
She included purity in her long spiritual journey to remain as clear as possible of mind, emotional body, physical body and soul astral body as well (no alcohol, no wine, no drugs, no medications, no pot, and the most important, no plants of any kind) allowing pain to become the fire that purified her series of a four decade long sickness without doctors or medications. This is a path of the combination of Chaos and Fire which allows pure pain to purfy the body, mind, emotional and soul karmic bodies and eventually unifies them as one.
As a more intense or severe empath, as she dedicated to healing the depth of her emotional body, the energetic forces of earth were opening for her, and allowing this ancient understanding through monthly mystical and vision experiences, balanced by her mundane life devoted to grounding disicplines. This fate open deeper consciousness in the 80s until her journey was completed in 2019.
During these levels and processes of pressurized self-healing and working with many other talented holistic healers, master teachers of many different spiritual circles and teachings, she began to sustain health by the end of her forties and half her past life karma had been purified. This allowed her to work with her own students and apprentices starting in 1996 in the ancient tradition of the indigenous grandmothers (of all nations, including her own Slavic traditions).
She worked with chaos medicine, learning to structure chaos into a focused internal empowerment and purification process for sensitives, hsp’s and empaths. She facilitated after 1993 moon circles, dream circles, women’s empowerment and healing circles, sacred ceremonies for her apprentices, and dream journeys. She only worked out of her home (and that changed often as poverty got more severe) in order to support herself and women who are dreamers and spiritually focused.
The last twenty years she entered a more retreative life, because the veils between the waking world and the dreaming worlds began to dissolve completely. She entered the mystery then of nature, ring of fire, the overcoming of the depths of energetic and physical illusions of dreaming (both waking and night dreams), only working with her closest and most dedicated apprentices.
Everything she learned about healing, she did on herself to face death or learn how the body heals itself even in deadly diseases, because she has had to experience and live them. She taught to her apprentices in their journey how to heal their sicknesses, mental issues, emotional issues such as anxiety etc. This is because shamans are ‘healers’ that deal with karma connected to soul loss, and emotional instability and mental illness.
Her karmic journey ended in 2019 with the complete dissolve of three karmic past lives, ending her lifetime of suffering and her spiritual journey.
Phoenix is now on long rest now, until Midsummer of 2023.